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Pfft. Pissed off by comp viruses and spywares. They suck. Enough said.

Nywayss.. yeshh.. according to Grampa JhikJhik, my old and stinky laptop kena-d a spyware which somehow managed to jam up my system therefore causing me to be UNABLE to run ANYTHING other than Messenger. Yess, messenger. Tralalas~ =/ And apparently, now the only way to fix it is to reformat it. And please, stop asking me the dumb question of *M'sian Cina-Apek accent* "Why you du-wan to go scan you kom-poo-ter aah?" I already told you the system went pa-piiuuu and it can't run anything other than Messenger AND YOU STILL ASK ME THAT! Wow.. you guys are the next EINSTEINS man! O_O Your level of intelligence IMPRESSES me! Keep it up! =D You're doing GREAT! *superbighugegigantorcough*

So anyways, I got the freaking external hard drive but I STILL don't have the friikkin WINDOWS CD! =.= So no.. I haven't fixed it yet. *insert super big SIGH here*

Okay anywayss~ on Tuesday nothing spectacular happened. Julia and Karim were being the normal bitches that they are. It was AFTER Tuesday though, that my week suddenly seemed oh-so-busy and I was hardly in school for three days. =D How nice. =)

So on Wednesday, we went to the Lost City Exhibition at the Summit in Subang, USJ. My first impression of that mall was hmm.. "Oh look~ A Starbucks!" xD Nah~ that was the first shop I saw. =) The first thing I saw when I got down from the bus was ...
*drumroll*
*cheng cheng cheeeeng*
The Students From Sri Garden ~
Yess.. Sri Gaaardeeen.. With their yellow shirts and UNNNmatching green bottoms, I swear.. They are total FASHION DISASTERS man! O_O at least to me la.. I mean.. Those two colors put together ARE JUST.SO.HIDEOUS! I thought our uniform was already kinda neh-neh-so-so but when you put our uniform next to theirs, it looks like our uniforms were MADE IN HEAVEN or something! SERIOUSLEEHH~ O.O I like our uniform! And all the students that came from that school were like.. 13 at most.. They all looked 12 and below to me.. So cute and small-sized..! =) Yun was inspired to squish them!

Okay anyways, we had to walk around in circles till we were in front of the bowling alley. Then we stopped awhile I DON'T KNOW WHY. Apparently to go washroom I guess. And we had to walk one bloody circle just to get to the washroom =.= The design of that building is kinda terrible O.O So anyways, the highlight of their washroom was.. Yes, it was smelly wet and stinky as usual - no surprises there - .. But guess what we saw~ =D No, there was no pile of stinky doo-doo in the TB.. Instead, when I was washing my hands, Yun decided she wanted to use the loo~ so she went into the first cubicle~ and once she closed the door, she immediately exclaimed.. "OH.MY.GOD.!?!??!" So I got shocked and I thought she got stuck in the TB or something so I dramatically swung my hands and turned to face the door of her cubicle and asked "You okay?" And she started LAUGHING O_O in that very funny and weird yet cute way of hers and said "*laugh* What the BLOODY HELL is this!? *more laughing*" Then someone asked, "What? Shit aarh? What happen?" then she came out - still laughing - and said "You go in and see.." And I was like O.O "Ew Okay~" so I went in and looked behind the door where she told me to look and I saw the most BEAUTIFUL*superbighugegigantorcough* thing ever! It was..
*drumroll*
*cheng cheng cheeeeng*
Lesbian Prostitutes Advertising Their *Ahem* "Services" !! *shock* *gaspss*
There were like many scribbles on the back of the door, and among those that I remember were "GIGOLO FOR HIRE - *contact number written here*" "ANY LESBO HERE? CALL ME. I'M A MALAY GIRL - *contact number written here*" and "NEED A GOOD FUCK? CALL *contact number written here*" I was laughing when I came out la haha.. It was so weird! So after that on the way back from the washroom I joked with Yun that I would go and change the numbers to hers so that she'll end up getting calls from mysterious strangers saying "Hey baby, I'm into Malay girls too. You want a good fuck? I'm all yours" or something SCREWED like that and she actually LAUGHED at the comment! O_o What a funny person hahaha~

So after that, blaa~ short documentary then went to the gallery where they had some pretty cool stuffs and a fake mummy and they actually taught you how to mummify someone O.o Then on to the ADVENTURE SECTION where we were seperated into groups of 10.. And me and Yun's group was the first and they made us wear these 3D glasses before going in.. So those that wear specs have to wear those things on top of our specs and when Yun and I put them on and looked at each other, we started laughing like shyt cuz we looked SO.GODDAMN.NERDYYY!! xD LoLs. And the freaking things were too big for me and they kept slipping down my nose so I looked really RETARDED man!! xD And the bad thing is they made Yun and I stand at the back which was really baaad cuz it's scary to stand at the back. So at first it was okay la, but then at one point we were turning round a corner then suddenly there was one GODDAMN BLOODY FOOL standing there dressed like Death with the black cloak and hood covering his face and all, and he was holding a bloody scythe and swishing it around like he was HIGH or something O.O And I was standing at the back and I was so bloody freaked out by him that I screamed barbarically and pushed the guys in front out of my way screaming hysterically like he was really gonna kill me or something because we kept waving that goddamn LETHAL WEAPON of his at me.. And another thing that scared me other than that dude was the fact that when I was having my barbaric session of pushing I saw Encik Kamarul standing next to Death and he was wearing those freaky big glasses, imagine.. Encik Kamarul with the freaky big glasses and his moustache and he was SMILING like =D !! IT WAS MADNESS!! O_O

So anyways I managed to push my way in front of two guys with Yun but then we were stuck on a bloody bridge which was in a tunnel shaped room. Then the doors behind us closed and the doors in front were also closed and the bridge started shaking violently and the white lights started blinking on and off really fast like how you see them in the movies sometimes which make things look like their in slow-mo or something. So I was like AAAARH *dizzy @.@* ~ and finally after like one minute of that the doors finally opened and we went out. Then bla bla~ on to another part were we had to go through this really really dark room via another bridge. But this time it was dark, there was some annoying strings blocking the way which we had to walk over and under and all the while there was water SPRAYING at us from God knows where! and then the lights started blinking super-fast again and I was like NOOOOOOAAAARGAHGSH~ MY EEEYYYYYEESSSS! x.x so then after more blaa we finally made it out and we were soaking wet =.= so anyways we had fun after that scaring the other groups that came out. Haha.. it was weird.. But I pity the group that went in after us. Because my dear Pei Gie was in front of their group, and Miss CM Lee was walking behind them.. Then when it got to the bridge where they spray water at you, Pei Gie's bag got stuck on something so she held up the whole group behind her and they were all girls, so you can imagine how much they must have screamed xD their skirts were really DRIPPING man! and their hair looked like they just came out of the shower! They were WET WET WET xD

So then after that it was still only like 12+ so we walked around the mall abit and did some shopping and I bought a pretty accessory and Yun got some nail polish remover and by the way, the stuff [especially clothes] in Summit is really CHEAP man O.o I wanna go there again sometime! So then we went bowling and Miss CM Lee and Puan Mai went off to do more shopping and they didn't tell us! =.= So I played two games with Teddy and Poh Yee.. haha won both~ but we suck at bowling so my score for the first game was 71 and the second was 64.. =P
Then stopped by Starbucks on the way back to the bus and got a Caffe Mocha which is kinda nice.. Then Yun kept making me laugh all the way back to school so overall, it was a fun day. =) There were a few moments where I just felt like murdering some people, but I didn't let it ruin my mood la haha~

Then THURSDAY! Went to tour the Superstar Virgo [yep! I'm a Virgo! =D] at West Port Klang. On the way, we stopped by to have a seafood lunch at Telok Gong and the food was real fantastic. =D And at this lunch, I took many pics of my adorable lil Wei Ming 2 a.k.a Yi Ting my DiGi person. =) And also, awww~ I was so proud of my granddaughter Camen, she was so motherly and kept scooping food and pouring tea for everyone that she finished eating the slowest haha.. We even talked about how when I'm already old and can't help myself, she'll be the one to take care of me hahaha~ xD Then on the bus Teddy and I had major cam-whoring session and DAMN, we got some nice shots! *hi5s teddy* but on the bus there was this cute little Form1 girl that kept looking at me whenever I fell asleep =.= How would I know? Because when I woke up, I looked to my left and saw her like staring at me like O_O I dunno if it was because I look funny when I sleep or the way I sleep is funny or what la don't care la haha~

So then Virgo was nice, but the thing about it was that it reminded me of YOU.. You probably wouldn't know.. Cos you didn't even know I went on that trip.. After all, you weren't the one that paid for me anyways.. But from the minute I saw the Goddamn ship till the minute it was out of my sight.. The person that continuously bugged me in the back of my mind was you.. I still don't understand why I was told that trip to that same ship with you was because you wanted to "make up for what you did".. "make up for all the times you weren't there".. "make up for how you hurt us" .. Going back there brought back a lot of memories.. Memories I'm not so sure whether I want to remember.. I didn't remember much from that trip anyways, cos I was so young.. just like 6-7? But going back there still had an impact on me somehow.. I remember being very shy and timid when I was that age.. I didn't dare to go into the pool with the other older kids.. What did you do at that time? You didn't encourage me.. You didn't assure me it would be okay.. I was a kid, I didn't know much, didn't expect much.. But now that I look back at it, going back there really got me thinking.. Last year on my graduation day from MT7, you told me you were sorry, for all that happened, and if there was a way for you to fix things you would do it.. but when you got the chance to fix things this year? Did you grab the oppurtunity? It wasn't just once, it was many times.. I don't complain that I can't have all those luxury stuffs and the cool gadgets like some other friends of mine.. I don't even nag you when I don't get my allowance and I'm really dirt-broke and I'm surviving on a few bloody Ringgit which I can't spend in fear of emergencies.. Have you ever thought about how I survive? Whether I got cash to eat? To spend? To use when I have to take public transport sometimes? To put into my bank account? You don't even put money into my bank account! Whatever's in there is what I saved over the years from the once-in-awhile money you give. And you only give those when I really do ask you for it. Most of it is from the money I save from my monthly allowance that I have to be so stingy with because I'm trying to save up for my future~ No thanks, I don't wanna end up like you~ And also some of it is contributed by GrandMama Leong because she cares! And yes, I am doing pretty well right now. And no, none of it was taught to me by you, that's for sure. But anyways whatever la.. I don't mind.. I still love you anyways :| no matter how screwed you get lol .. ~

So then we only got back at like 7.30? I was dropped off at Connaught nearby Sifu's place and Hwei Ann came along with me and I dropped her off at the Tun Razak train station.. Then I reached home at around 7.45? Took a bath, had dinner, Avalo called, we talked, watched some TV, went to sleep.

Then FRIDAY! Went for a badminton competition at the Kong Meng badminton hall in Balakong. I had no idea it was run by the Kho twin bros' family xD but it was a nice place anyways. Very damn stuffy though, we were sweating like shyt after just like two minutes in there.. I gave up my doubles to Avalop because I was feeling very pathetic at that moment haha.. But she and Yun lost it anyways.. What to expect O_O we were so bloody noob man.. haha.. and of all people they were up against Xiao Ying and Su Yen.. Sure lose wan la haha.. But we already knew la~ So then anyways I found out my shortay has a 2-pac or something like that.. No, I'm not perverted. xD He was walking around in front of my Goddamn eyes topless so only a normal healthy human would look la right~ =.= Yun got so frustrated from that doubles match that after it was over, the poor referee of our match kena cold treatment from her. And she started referring to him as "Sei Fa Hai" lol cos his name was Farhan or something. And when he asked for some chocolate from me which I had bought from the shop there Yun was like "No don't give it to that guy. That mudderr--" Then I dunno if he was dumb or what but he said "What what mother?" Or something like that la haha..

So then at 12, Yun, Avalop and I went with Miss CM Lee in her car to the KFC nearby to pick up the food we had ordered earlier. Sadly, you need to pay, so we decided to skip on it and we stopped by 7-Eleven to get some pathetic cup noodles hahaha xD Yess, they were enjoying KFC and we were having cup noodles. But it was kinda okay-tasting anyways so nevermind la haha~ My dear sai lou Yoong Hong gave me his lil tupperware of mashed potatoes -which I love alot- anyways and my dear's boyfriend wanted to give me a drumstick but no thanks, haha.. My cup noodles and mashed potatoes were enough, thank you for the thought anyways.. And then for the journey back to school Yun, Lyn and I had to stand becos sekolah kami punya lelaki -those that went la I mean- tak gentleman langsung~ but nevermind la haha.. We even laughed about it becuz it was like that Ogawa thingy where you stand on it and your butt vibrates *insert butt-vibration motion here* xD haha anyways, went back to school and the donkeyhole Julia didn't let us go canteen to eat =.= Or even rest.. Instead, she was so stupid and demanded that we immediately go to the gym for the concert preview.. We were so fed-up man~ not to mention exhausted.. My face was still like a tomato at that time~

Then once we had the preview for Choral Speaking, I was sitting there for awhile to cool off while watching the drama but noo, no rest for us.. Miss Gee called me [i have no idea where she got my number from O.O] and was panicking and asked me to go to the Music Room immediately.. So then I had to get Lyn and Yun off their butts as well and we walked over and had not even a whole practise before "The Authority" came in and we had to show it to them.. The retardfark Julia then kept complaining about dunno-what-shyts "You guys are not synchronized" "Not pro enough" "There is no 'oomph' in your performance" "The guitarists are not good..Surely you guys are not the only guitarists in Suria..I'm sure there are many others" "The piano is out-of-tune" "The vocalists didn't pronounce the lyrics for the Indian song properly" "The drummer.. Is that the best you can get? Do you take drums outside?" "You guitarists are so unsure.. You have no confidence.. You keep looking at your score.. Why? Haven't memorised it yet isit?" and bla etc.~ much more shyts that she bombarded us with.. I got so damn pissed off by her man.. "No oomph"? Did you bother to help us? Did you bother about our performance before this? "The guitarists not good enough..blaa~" If they're not good enough for you and you know they're not the only guitarists, you want the others? GO FIND AND BRING THEM HERE FOR US LA FARK~ "The drummer not good enough" Oh, you know a better one isit?? Why don't you go get your almighty pro-drummer for us? "The vocalists pronounciation for the Indian song is not good" Excuse me farkhead, we're not Indian okay~ Indebolenga?? You go hire Indian tutor for us la dumbshyt~ "The guitarists no confidence.. Keep looking at the score" Please la you donkey.. Have you never been to the Philharmonic?? Oh wait, maybe you're just too retarded and barbaric to know what that is~ Those people are pro and THEY look at their scoresheets 100% of the time while they're playing.. You don't see anyone complaining about them lacking confidence DO YOU!?!? "Not synchronized" is because you don't even let us practise much.. Please la, GOD HAVE MERCY! You've introduced me to a whole new meaning of "barbaric-fuckhead-retard" with your STUPIDITY, STUBBORNNESS and IDIOCY man! =.=!!

So then anyways, after that I walked Lyn up to Block C after school.. Then I walked back down with Shaun who asked me to go to his house on Sunday.. Then Dayah and I walked dear Kai Jie Avalop -in case you're wondering why there's a P, it's for fun, sounds nice xD- over to her van.. And as usual, the guard on duty there was like "Aiih~ Aiyo kamu aah~ jalan-jalan lagi aah?" hahah so I just laughed and told him the same thing "Yaa laa pak cik~ senaman harian maa~ baik untuk kesihatan ar tau tak?" then he played along as usual like all the rest of them and said "Oo ya ke? Waa.." And I was like "Yea laa pak cik~" and walked off laughing hahaha xD and on my way back he even said byebye to me hahaha~ xD

So then I had a nice lil talk with Sifu =) Sifu's dad is cuute~ LoL.. xD Like one minute after Sifu left, my grampa came.. And when I went to get my stuff and my bro, Leong Mutu said "hi" when it was actually supposed to be "bye" but nevermind la haha xD and Grampa Phoonie [aka Daniel Phoon] also said his usual "Bah-Bye" and Hin Leong didn't say anything today because I forgot to look at him, I guess hahaha~ so then GramPapa Leong was his usual blurrie old self haha so cute xD Then after my bath, I had a nap from like 5 to 8? Then after dinner, we came back here to my Ampang home where I'm spending the night and just in case you're wondering.. haha no my laptop's not fixed.. I'm using my bro's laptop to blog.. I was chatting till 1+ A.M .. Then I watched the DVD for "The Pursuit of Happyness" and it was damn touching.. Didn't cry though, I've seen sadder.. o_o But I could feel it la haha.. The dad's love.. And the son was so GODDAMN CUTE man! wif his mini-afro, he was just ADORABLE!! =) and it ended at like 4.15? then I used my bro's laptop to blog till 5.45 A.M haha.. Then I knew GramPapa Leong would wake up soon so I had to quickly go brush my teeth and go to sleep haha.. I left my bro's laptop on so that I could continue the post when I woke up.. And I did AMAZINGLY manage to wake up at 10.30 WITHOUT AN ALARM *gaspss* and luckily my bro wasn't awake yet so I continued typing then few minutes later my dear dear Mom called and we talked and she was cute-sie as ever then passed the line to my bro and continued typing.

Then he passed it back to me then my mom was very weird haha and she suddenly started telling me something about *in concerned mother tone* "If you wanna go out alone with a boy, make sure you tell Mommy and LexLex and Grampa okay~!! make sure we know exactly where you are okay~!! so that the boy won't dare to take advantage of you aah~!! You know sometimes when the boy knows that the girl isn't getting much love from home, they tend to take advantage of the girl~ I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO YOU~ You have to understand okay~ I'm so far away from you.. I get very worried okay~! Whichever boy that wants to go out with my daughter, my precious daughter, make sure he's someone LexLex knows okay~!! He must be someone we know aah~ Make sure LexLex knows who he is and make sure you yourself trust him enough and you're sure that he won't try anything funny and he must take care of you okay~ Don't worry, Mommy is always ready to talk to you about these kind of things! You're a teen~ You're growing up! It's normal for you to want to go on DATES at this age! I may be far from you but I must still protect you okay~ I want you to go have fun! But be sure to let Grampa know where you are and what's your plans okay~ Lately you've been having many outings and appointments, you're even busier than me!! Waa.. Mommy here busy day and night with the course and you over there EVEN BUSIER with your many many outings~ Take care of yourself okay~ Remember to tell Mommy if you plan to go on a date or anywhere okay~ I want an honest conversation okay~ Let us know ah~ Make sure you're comfortable with the boy okay~" Then I don't know why she suddenly mentioned this "Mommy knows Shaun okay~ I trust him aah cos I know him.. Shaun will learn to take care of you and protect you okay~ If he wants to go out with you, just tell LexLex okay~ SMS me about it! Don't hide it from me if you're going on a date okay~ I won't stop you as long as you let me know!! Same thing goes to *mentions some names*~ REMEMBER okay! Take care, baby! I'm missing you!! Okay you can pass the line back to Lex now" xD hahaha all the while I couldn't stop SMILING xD she was SO CUTE la OMG~ xD that's my mum~ =D I LOVE HER AAAHAHAs~ xD wheee~

So then anyways, yeap.. that's about it for the past.. for the future : Going back to gramparent's place later.. Then from there gonna bathe and change then off to Leisure Mall.. Then from there, Hwei Ann's gonna pick me up and we're going to her birthday party at Mont Kiara at about 4 till quite late at night~ The TOMORROW! Going to Shaun's place who asked me to go to his house on Sunday where from there we shall move to his uncle's studio to dance..Yeah, I may be stout but no one said people on the plump side can't dance okay~ xD hahaha.. look at me and Teddy~ =D so then Shaun's Papa is gonna take us for dinner at Leisure Mall~ yaayz~ haha xD

So that's all.. yeap~ I love seafood! Peanut butter! Kaya! =D LoLs~

Now is 1.00 P.M yes~ Took me long enough =P lurve u peeps!!

Okaaayy~ haha~ today's post had some contributions of opinions from some other girls.. =D so it's not entirely me~ but once again I'd like to say~ especially since today's post is about guys~ these opinions are all just as a friend.. some of them may not be from Suria.. and NOT IN ANY SPECIFIC ORDER..! have fuuun xD .. ~ =::=

Top 15 Best-Looking Guys :
- Ding Han
- Wing Honn
- Kang Min
- Daniel
- Yong Chang
- Ooi Jin
- Eu Joon
- Yee Ang
- Kelvin Nai
- Gregory
- Simon
- Chun Kee
- Wei Ming
- Kenny
- Ben

Top 3 Cute Guys [looks] :
- Ben
- Yen Aun
- Kelvin

Top 3 Cute Guys [personality] :
- Garrett
- Kok Tong
- See Hau

Top 5 Hot Guys :
- Chun Kee
- Kang Min
- Wing Honn
- Ding Han
- Simon

Top 5 Cool Guys [looks] :
- Kenny
- Gregory
- Daniel
- Simon
- Boon Han

Top 5 Blur Guys :
- Gregory
- Hin Leong
- Yen Aun
- Ben
- Wing Honn

Top 5 Brains :
- Yi Syuen
- Simon
- Jhi Kee
- Ben
- Wong Wai Yip

Top 5 Athletic Guys :
- Yi Syuen
- Hin Leong
- Wing Honn
- Daniel
- Kang Min

Top 5 Guys with Best Smile :
- Wei Ming
- Ding Han
- Yong Chang
- Wong Wai Yip
- Yee Ang

Top 5 Funniest / Humorous Guys :
- Wing Honn
- Kok Tong
- See Hau
- Garrett
- Logaa

Top 5 Guys with Best Personality :
- Ding Han
- Jhi Kee
- Yoong Hong
- Shaun Wan
- Daniel

Top 5 Best Boyfriend Material [excluding those that are already taken] :
- Ding Han
- Daniel
- Yen Aun
- Kok Tong / See Hau / Yoong Hong
- Wing Honn / Kang Min / Yong Chang

Haha..okayy~ that's it! I decided to remove the remaining categories as they were quite weird.. O.O Again, please say so if you're not satisfied and wanna voice out an opinion.. All comments are welcome xD

P.S : The results for this post were mostly discussed with me girl bestiez.. They're funny and I love them~! =D Hugs to you guys!

Weirdo post of the day~ xP

Haha.. Okay today's post might be kinda weird.. But this was Lyn's idea.. She asked me to do this!! xD hahaha.. okay~ in advance, I just wanna say.. These opinions are all just as a friend okay~ If you're not satisfied, then you're most welcome to comment~ =P

Okaaayy~ all the following names.. some of them may NOT be from Suria.. and all are NOT in any specific order unless stated~ and this is all based on MY personal opinion.. If you disagree, then please do say so..
I'll start with the GIRLS first =::=

Top 15 best-looking girls I know :
- Lyn
- Avalo
- Woan Ni
- Shaheila
- Stephanie
- Judy
- Li Teng
- Meng Lu
- Samantha
- Yoke Tien
- Wei Lin
- Shin Yi
- Fanny
- Yi Yun
- Pei Gie

Top 3 Cute Girls [personality] :
- Kar Mun
- Lyn
- Yi Yun

Top 3 Cute Girls [looks] :
- Samantha
- Yoke Tien
- Hoong

Top 3 Hot Girls :
- Woan Ni
- Stephanie
- Yoke Tien

Top 3 Sexy Girls [xD] :
- Pei Gie
- Shaheila
- Woan Ni

Top 5 Girls with Best Smile :
- Lyn
- Samantha
- Meng Lu
- Avalo
- Li Teng / Yun

Top 3 Funniest / Humorous Girls :
- Lyn
- Avalo
- Yun

Top 5 Girls with Best Personality :
- Lyn
- Kar Mun
- Hoong
- Pei Gie / Li Teng
- Yun

Top 5 Brains :
- Lyn
- Yun
- Ghia Huei
- Chee Yee
- Kar Yin

P.S : Poi Kuan is a GENIUS! O_O

Top 3 Athletic Girls :
- Lyn
- Hoong
- Shaheila

Top 5 Best Girlfriend Material [excluding those that are already taken] :
- Lyn
- Kar Mun
- Woan Ni
- Avalo
- Yun / Shaheila

Okayy~! haha xD girls section done! Please notify if you're unsatisfied and think someone else deserves it. Guys section will only come tomorrow due to insufficient time tonight. [half-way stop to chat, phone, THINK, bla etc.~]. =P

Today was a pretty weird day.. Not altogether that great.. But at the same time not terrible also.. I took time today to pay attention to some people around me that I usually don't pay much attention to. But the one that I paid the most attention to today was probably a boy that me and my Kai Jie Avalo prefer to refer to as "Belle" [for no real reason]..

Belle's a real nice boy.. Gentle, sweet and has looks that a lot of girls find attractive. He likes this girl that gang and I recently started referring to as "Black".. Even though I've told him a few times before that at this age, it's all just puppy love and that it won't last, he decided to still carry on and continue liking her.. He's hopelessly crushing on her really hard. But I don't blame him, she's his first love.. I dunno if it can be considered as she's his first love as they never got together, but she is the first girl that he's ever liked sooo deeply before.

Anyways.. lately he's been a bit down.. and I noticed that today he didn't really smile at all.. Even when he did, it was a very weak smile.. He only gave one or two stronger smiles.. And it was very different from the normal person that I usually see in him, the person with that gorgeous, to-die-for, A-list celebrity, award-winning smile that he always flashes whenever we talk or joke and tease each other.

So "Belle" accompanied me almost the whole morning in class after the games then we chatted awhile. Luckily at this time, the teacher in our class was Ms.Gee =D So I was sitting under the fan and walking around and in and out of class. Then "Belle" went to change and I went to Grace class to see if I could get some freaking tissue because I had left my pack with Yun in case they needed it cuz you know..BASKETBALL~ = sweat~ =) .. So then anyways I couldn't GET any =.= So then "Belle" came back after awhile and I was talking to my Kai Jie Avalo and he came and sat on the table that was in-between me and Avalo. So, I talked to him again.. And we advised him about his "Black" situation.

Haha.. As much as I'd like to go into detail [me being the long-winded person I am], the conversation was really, really long and it took a lot out of me to have such a deep conversation with him. And also, it would be better to give him his privacy because after all, the matter was about him. So anyways, this long talk brought out a lot of emotions and stress and tension and frustration and bla etc.~ It was really emotional.. And also, this talk helped him and I open up to each other more than before and therefore, our friendship became stronger on this day. =)

But the thing that surprised me the most was something he admitted to me. I'm not gonna tell the whole world here right now, maybe some other time.. But that confession he made.. I still feel kinda disturbed by it.. Not in a bad way though.. What disturbed me in a bad way was some of my besties' reaction to it when I told them.. They made it seem as though it was a bad thing.. But as I promised and always do whenever I face a situation like this, I'll think about it.. I know you guys don't like it.. But in the end, it's my decision that matters the most, right? If you are really my bestiez then I know you'll accept my decision even though it may be hard as hell for you guys to accept it.. After all, it also involves helping out a close friend. He's close to you people too, and you know that. I know you all would always love to help me out, but maybe this time you shouldn't.. Because I know it's more disturbing for you guys than it is for me..

AAARGHH, I dunno what the hell I'm talking about already =.= Maybe it's cuz I'm so sleepy. =S Very late..

Anyways, highlights for today were =::=

1) The case above.
2) Vision won in girls' basketball and table tennis but lost in volleyball by ONE MARK if I'm not mistaken.. But the boys lost in..well.. EVERYTHING =.= but that's because we only have two really able players. So we don't blame them.. They tried their best~
3) Food today was waaaay better than yesterday's~ THANK GOD!! =D
4) My ex came back for a visit.. oh yeah, he did xD lols~
5) We had a photo shoot session for the dunno-what-shits "Smart Cards" for students which, according to "the authority", will start being implemented next year =.= I looked suuuper dumb and sleepy in the photo because my eyes were so small~ ~_~

Its 2.02 A.M. .. I'm really drowsy and I'm starting to get EYE BAGS man! GODDAMMIT~ haha xD I've been sleeping so butt late and so donkey little this whole week. No wonder my cough won't go away. But then again, I can't sleep at night because I keep coughing! =.= I feel half-dead. O.O Today's post was REALLY dumb and it REALLY made no sense AT ALL! so you don't have to care much about it, really. I thought all the previous posts didn't make sense but when I look at this..
GOD~! I DON'T UNDERSTAND HALF A SHIT OF WHAT I TYPED UP THERE~ =.=" anyways, post for the day.. @.@

HUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUA~! xD
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I just felt like doing that =D
Anyways..
TODAY! was =::=

a) The first day of school after the 6 days of Raya holidays~! x.x

b) The first day of interclass sports competitions~! =.= in which our attendance and participation contributes to the Implementation Policy 10% Co-Curriculum Marks [2008]

c) The first ever time I've tried playing ping pong in my life so far~! =D

d) The day I discovered.. PING PONG IS PRETTY FUUUN~!! xD

e) One of those days where I was ACTUALLY SO CAUGHT UP IN SOMETHING that I skipped my 10.50 - 11.15 break~! *gaspss!* O_O [but almost everyone missed it anyways.. at least all those in my class la haha~ xD we were so tired after that that we were making half the noise we normally would! Especially since it was free periods all the way after that! =D Lucky us~ we got to rest..]

f) One of those days that I had to eat canteen food because GramPapa Leong forgot to buy food for me from the morning market~! T-T

g) Again, one of those days that I had to eat canteen food during my 1.35 - 2.00 lunchbreak!! *gaspss again! xD* 0.0 I dislike going down there to eat at this time because there's barely any food left.. really =.= But I'll only go into detail for that later. xD

h) One of those I-am-a-lucky-donkeybutt days where neither Puan Julia nor Encik Karim reprimanded me for not clipping up my bloody fringe and not actually tucking in my shirt. AMAZING~ xD [But me being the I - dowan - to - waste - my - bloody - breath - on - pathetic - earthlings - like - those - two type of person decided to just fold in the hem -[or whatever you call it]- of my shirt whenever I saw them or they were nearby..]

i) A rather good day actually.. But it would have been MUCH MUCH better if I didn't have this amazingly teruk cough. =.= I couldn't help out much in sports today because I kept coughing like some old SICK GRAMMA!

j) PASAR MALAM DAY! =D yes yes.. thursday is pasar malam day for my grandparent's housing area! YAY ME~ xD I'm more broke than a rat's butthole though~ so I couldn't get anything.. Except a pack of biscuits for my Kai Jie Avalo =)

Okay that's enough for now haha.. Don't wanna end up typing as much as yesterday~ =D cuz it's already quite late..AGAIN~ anyways, ON TO...!
*drumroll*
*cheng cheng cheeeeng*
"THE DETAILS OF MY SUCKY LUNCH TODAY" =.=

Today, I got reminded of why exactly I started bringing my own GORGEOUS food instead of canteen food. Sure, cooking yourself is more troublesome, and sometimes the ingredients are more expensive than buying a meal at the canteen. BUT, it's worth the effort..SERIOUSLY =.= ESPECIALLY if you only go down to eat after the rest of the entire school has had their meals from the canteen. =)

"Why?" O.o

Becauuuusee~ there was SO LITTLE FOOD LEFT that I had to pay a bloody wasted RM 4 for a really really LOUSY MEAL~!! 1.20 went to these two weird looking ball-shaped OBJECTS which actually turned out to be TWO PATHETIC LUMPS OF STICKY AND UNNECESSARILY OILY FLOUR! and dunno how much went to ANOTHER PATHETIC LUMP OF GOD-KNOWS-WHAT~ O_O and THAT TOO was really unnecessarily OILY! and the rest went to the niasenglumpydryandalsopathetic rice and the something-like-wannabe-sambal-shrimps.. =.=

I ended up only taking one of the niasengflourballs, a bite from the second lump of God-knows-what-lam pek-shit and I finished the niasenglumpydryandalsopathetic rice and wannabe-sambal-shrimps just for the sake of filling my poor little fat tummy so that I wouldn't faint due to hunger. Yes, as the Ma Lai Yan would say, "alas perut saje ler" =.= or however they say it in that weeiiird language of theirs.

Okay anywayss~ It's a bloodyhell MIRACLE that I didn't get food poisoning from that meal man! I'm so glad God loves me enough to make sure that the Mak Cik scooped the not poisonous part of the food for me. I'm not even sure if that weird and BUTTOCKS concoction of edible objects is worthy of being called a meal! It was A FAR CRY from even being able to be called DECENT~ for RM4 I could easily get 3 packets of NICE and WAY YUMMIER-ER food from the Yulek morning market laa~! even the spring onions that come with the porridge from there tastes GORGEOUS compared to those hideous - tasting - monster - objects - on - a - plastic - orange - plate! AARGH~ *attempts to break the plastic orange plate in half but fails MISERABLY* xD

I wish I just stayed in class with Lyn and the rest and wasted my time sleeping or something. But then, if I did that I might have passed out. Sigh sigh.. All in all, I'd prefer bringing my own food anytime. And if I really have no other choice, then I have to go down during earlymorningbreak when there's lots more food and it's better. I have learned a lesson about the sad, sad truth and harsh reality from this little mistake of mine. Yes, I learned that -
"Other people are very greedy and fat and they eat so much and never think about the other people that want to eat as well. I must walk faster and beat all those AhPek and AhKau and AhWhatever to the canteen so that I can get the first choice of food. If got people block me, I will use my super-butt-strength to knock [or should I say BUTT] them out of my way while screaming "MAKE WAY FOR THE QUEEN YOU AHPEK POTATO!" then whack them with my contagious-finger-of-retardation." =)

Post for the day.. That sure turned out longer than expected.. But what to do, I'm long-winded~ =) P.S : I was joking about the part that other people are greedy and bla etc.~ No offense intended. Sorry if you felt insulted or anything.

I don't know about you other girls.. But for me, when I express a random statement like "I want a boyfriend" or "I wish I had a boyfriend" or even "I wish I had someone to do that with" and "I wish I had someone like that" when I see a romantic event or hear about one, people around me or at least those that are close to me will most of the time reply me with a "Then go get one laa~" or "Yeah.. me too.." [for those that are more romantic like me xD e.g : my dear Lyn =P]. But more than once I've come across a reply question that is ...
*drumroll*
*cheng cheng cheeeng xD*
...!!
"WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY?" O.o
Oooh yess~ THAT 'magical' question.. Most of the time, girls I know will answer that question stating those stuffs that any other girl wants. Their answer is something like "Ooh..you know ah~ he aah~ must be smart la. leng zai la. sporting la. caring la. kind la." bla bla etc etc. ~

You know what 'aah'? You girls' answer is okay and all.. I mean.. Of course every girl dreams of finding her "Mr. Perfect" or "Mr.Right" or "Prince Charming" or whatever you call him la haha.. And of course you look for all those basic values and points in him like those stated just now. I mean.. Unless you're really TOO SMART already or just plain SHALLOW [or should I say in a more frank way : "JUST PLAIN DUMB!" =.=], you wouldn't go and wish for your guy to be : "Oh I want him to be ugly la. stupid la. lazy la. rude la. selfish la." bla etc.~ right? If you really wish for that in your guy then.. My God.. May The Good Lord Help You!! *sprinkles Holy Water on you and chants some holy chant thingy, YOU POOR SOUL YOU! xD*

If you wish for that on purpose.. Your way of thinking must be kinda SCREWED I tell you.. In my personal opinion, if you wish for that on purpose, you must be thinking of something along the lines of *says in a very gung-ho Malaysian-Chinaman way* "Wish for the opposite of what I truly want mah.. If I want someone smart. handsome. caring. bla etc.~ I must wish for the opposite! If I wish for someone so 'perfect' sure that heaven go give me the total opposite which is all the bad baaad things wan lah~! So I better don't wish for all those so 'keng' things lah~" Or something like that, but you get what I mean right? =.= haha.. You're acting just like some of those really old-fashioned and superstitious people! Why do I say so? Because you know, when these kind of people are around a newborn baby, they tend to tell others [especially those younger than them] NOT to compliment the baby. Example, "Don't call the baby cute ah. pretty/handsome ah. [bla etc.~]". Their reason for saying this? "Later when they grow up aah~ they grow up to be the opposite which means they'll turn out to be ugly ah~ [bla etc.~]" or "Later ghosts come and disturb them aah you know~" Seriously.. No offense but. THAT IS JUST SO RETARDED MAN~! Are you trying to be 'smart' and do some weird kind of reverse psychology on yourself!? OH HEAVEN PLEASE LA~ THE WORLD AND LIFE MAY BE UNFAIR BUT THAT IS JUST SOO LAAAME~!!

What if you wish and wish and pray and pray for all those negative stuff and in the end, life suddenly decides to be kind to you and throw what you've 'ALWAYS BEEN WISHING FOR' [which is the negative stuff] at you?? THEN WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO!? YOU WON'T FEEL SO SMART THEN, WILL YOU? *ExampleGirl A says in excited way* "Waah, you know what aah? I just found my Mr.Right and he's just soo dumb, ugly, rude, selfish, arrogant and lazy lah!" Then I'd go and act as excited as you and say "Oh really? Why does your Mr.Right sound so like Mr.Wrong?" Then please don't give me some dumbshytWEIRD reply like "Oh you know aah~ I know everybody may think it's a bad thing laah~ But then I dunno why aah~ I feel like he's just 'The One' for me lah~ It's like heaven sent him to me lah~ I just can't stop myself from loving him lah~ I just can't stay away from him lah~" =.= Okay, this is getting weird and this post so far hasn't made much sense to me so I'd better stop here.

Anyways, on to the main point of my post for today! xD YES! ALL THAT MINDLESS BLAB UP THERE WAS NOT THE MAIN POINT! HAH! FEEL LIKE I'VE JUST WASTED YOUR SWEET SWEET TIME DON'T YOU? =.= okay i'm dumb lol. anyways. The main point was SUPPOSED to be...!
*drumroll again*
*cheng cheng cheeeng*
MY ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION~!!
to refresh your memory the question was :
""WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY?" O.o
okay~ most of you by now will be wondering.. "Yerr~ why would I wanna know YOUR dumb answer to that dumb question? Not like I like you or wanna 'kau' you aar~ so disgusting lah you!" but hey~ u know what?? MY BLOG MY BLOG MY BLOG!! xD You know what that means? I DONT CARE~ MY BLOG! xD if you don't like it, don't read it. If you got any better idea on what I should post, then tell me what you have on your mind that you would like me to blab about.

Okay anyways..
ELI LOOKS FOR :
haha..
a) of course I WISHHH for someone so 'perfect' la haha..But no one's perfect.. So, you don't have to possess all those positive qualities that I'm looking for.. to other people you might not be perfect.. But it's based on MY standards what.. So even if you're not good enough to them, as long as you're good enough to me, that's all that matters. =) If you DO happen to have all those things I'm looking for, wow~ good for me then! =D I got lucky la I guess.

b) Some girls I know judge their boys by the 'big things' they do, example =::=

1) spend lots of money to shower them with gifts. Big and small, in quantity or quality [price].
2) do whatever the girls tell them to do and go wherever they go. [except the toilet la okay. =.=]
3) the amount of P.D.A the boys perform. PDA stands for Public Displays of Affection. e.g : the boy announcing in front of their crowd of friends on how much he loves the girl or calling for everyone's attention and then confessing his 'almighty-and-everlasting' love for the girl, then doing something like giving her a big kiisssiiee in front of the whole crowd. [or something like that]

Sure..all that sounds ROMANTIC and all to some of you but I prefer to call those kind of guys...
*ahem*
"BONEHEAD BOYFRIENDS"
Yes.. Showering me with expensive gifts won't make me fall for you cuz you're rich.. It scares me cuz it shows you don't know how to manage your money and you spend so much of it already before you even start working for it and EARNING it! And please, doing everything I say and following me anywhere I go? THAT'S JUST DISTURBING! It's like you're a little puppy or something..! It's just not right to me somehow. Some of you may think that that's sweet cuz it shows how much he loves me, but to me, NO! You gotta have a MIND of your own and be able to have YOUR OWN LIFE! Not live MY LIFE WITH ME! Thirdly, PDA?? If you really love me, show it in the little things you do, I care about the little things more than the big things. I don't care HOW MANY PEOPLE you get together to witness you display your love for me. I just care about the fact that I know and you know and we love each other. That should be enough right??

c) I look into the little things you do [as mentioned above]. All those big stuff aren't necessary for me. I'll remember those small yet precious moments, example =::=

1) before and after the exams at school - I have a lot of books to carry back and forth.. you help me carry them or at least OFFER to help.
2) when I'm sick - you call to check up on me.. and put in at least a bit of effort to cheer me up in your own special way.
3) when I'm feeling down - you come and talk to me.. Cheer me up and show me you care.. How you do it, I don't mind. You can give me a hug, tell me a joke, comfort me, anything. As long as you stay original and as you are, cuz who you are is the person I fell in love with..
4) my birthday is coming - you don't know what to get for me.. and you don't have enough money to buy me that teddy bear I've been wishing for.. you just come to me in private or call me and tell me you love me and you do care about me.. then wish me Happy Birthday and sing the birthday song for me.. even if you're a terrible singer, I'll still thank you and gladly listen to you.
5) when I've been having a rough time - you do something nice yet simple for me, like cook a simple meal for me.. even if it's sandwiches which are poorly made and the fillings only consist of butter and jam, I'll still appreciate them and savour every bite..

Those are some examples of the little things I cherish.. If you do those, seriously.. I'll feel very touched.. Because as they say, "it's the thought that counts", right? As I said before, PDA doesn't matter to me. If you do all those things in private also it's already more than good enough for me..

d) even so, these qualities are a must-have in a relationship [in my opinion] though =::=

These are in no specific order -
1) honesty - no lying please.. keep it all out in the open.. share your thoughts and feelings with me.. i'll accept them.. i'll accept you..
2) loyalty - don't cheat on me.. I prefer not to go into detail for this one.. I've never done it before.. Just know people who do..
3) love - of course there must be at least a tad bit of love in every relationship, right? I don't believe in one-sided-love relationships.. They're a waste of time and in the end, at least one party gets hurt, in some cases, both get hurt.. I've made this mistake once, and I REALLY don't plan on repeating it again.
4) trust - trust is very important.. without it, a relationship would be very unstable and you'll often find yourself doubting the other person.. that's not very good now, is it?
5) the ability to humble yourself - this is also important.. it means being able to apologize - say sorry when you're wrong.. and being able to back down sometimes - when you guys quarrel or fight or are just having a little debate over something, sometimes you should just give in if you know you're not 100% right. But then also don't always be submissive to your partner, if you're really 100% sure that what you're standing for is right, then continue fighting for your beliefs. As I choose to believe and always say, "It's the fights and arguments in-between, no matter big or small, that give that little spark and life to a relationship and keep it healthy and alive." Call me naive for believing in something like that, but that's one of the things I choose to believe.. Also, don't be so arrogant and egoistic all the time - don't always want things your way.. the world doesn't revolve around you and your wants and feelings.. give thought to your partner's emotions and needs and bla etc.~.. sometimes this is also a small way to show you care..

There are more values that I look for, but for now, this is what seems important to me, and also because I've pretty much temporarily forgotten the rest.. xD haha~ lols to me~ =D

e) There are, haha once again, more things I look for.. But for now, I better stop here before some people that TOTALLY DISAGREE with me and feel like brutally murdering me decide to really.. well, brutally murder me. =D hahas~

AND FINALLY, that concludes today's post! =D DUMB. WEIRD. SENSELESS. AND BUTTOCKS, wasn't it? just like our new principal! *sighs in contentment* and the previous posts!! =D it is 12.40 A.M. .. I hear GramPapa and GramMama Leong screaming some stuff to me in Cantonese that basically means " GO TO SLEEP! YOU HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW! LATER I CUT YOUR INTERNET THEN YOU KNOW!" So there you have it, post for the day. =)