Friday, January 22, 2010 6:36 PM
It's 2010!
Hello, hello! =D
After my 2 and a half month hiatus, I am back!
Isn't that AWESUHM? =3
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The third week of school just ended.
Things are still pretty much the same..
Except that there's a BLOODY UGLY NEW FENCE that makes the school look even more prison-ish! Not forgetting that our uniforms make us look like we're prisoners already?
I miss that little chunk of Foyer C where the Form 5ers would assemble.
It was a good practise spot and will be missed. =(
MOVING ON!
In the past 3 weeks of school, the electricity has been cut at least 3 times.
And to make things worse, the water has been cut at least 5 times.
And the fact that Miss Fam is the new Cleanliness Officer is.. cute.
I have nothing against her.
The water shortage doesn't make her job easy cause we CAN'T FLUSH!
It's not our fault that the toilets STINK and that it's FILTHY.
There's nothing we can do about it because there's NO. EFFING. WATER.
True, some people are just SO UNHYGIENIC and ULU that they wouldn't bother flushing anyways even if there WAS water.
In those cases, it's their fault for being so uneducated.
But, look at it this way, I don't know if this applies for the guys, but in the girls' washroom,
most of the flushes DO NOT WORK.
We have complained about this countless times.
They have asked us to fill out some surveys to get to know our opinions.
But it's POINTLESS.
THEY NEVER LISTEN.
THEY NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
WHY waste our time filling in some stupid SURVEY if you're not going to take into consideration what we say?
WHY nag us on how WE'RE UNHYGIENIC when YOUR MANAGEMENT SKILLS are not great?
WHY fuss over how we look, how we dress, how our hair is when you have BIGGER THINGS to be caring about?
God help you, REAL Education.
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Next topic :
I have started DIY-ing and sewing!
Isn't that fantastic? =D
I have so far made a skirt and a top!
I'm planning on Famebulousifying my black flats that they got me for the Phantom of the Opera show but I've never worn after that cause they just don't suit my taste.
And I also bought fabric and I'm planning on attempting to sew my very own dress! =)
WoanNi helped me pick out the fabric! :3
Wish me luck!
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Next topic :
It's really, really quite annoying when people assume things when in actual fact, they know nothing about anything.
You are such a pain, and not just in MY ass.
You probably won't read this, but this is just to vent.
You have been an absolute AGONY to me ever since we were just 12.
I thought that you had turned over a new leaf and wanted to start fresh with all of us when you returned.
Oh, but lo and behold, time has exposed your true colours yet again.
I really did try to not blame you for what happened in the past.
I really did want us to start over again and forget our somewhat bad history.
I really just didn't want to have anything bad to do with you.
I decided to just be friendly and not hold any grudges.
I let it go.
At first, I thought you had forgotten about it.
Until a small matter, just a very TINY matter in fact,
made you 'cari pasal' with me ALL OVER AGAIN.
It's irritating. It's frustrating. It's annoying.
My question to you is,
"What in FUCK's name, did I EVER do to you?"
Please don't think you know everything.
The truth of the matter is that it was the person's choice, I didn't ask for it.
Let the person choose, you have no right to decide for the person.
And please don't go around just telling people that I HATE you.
I never said I did.
So, who gave you the right to say so?
For the past few years, ever since that particular year, right up to now,
I have never felt any hatred towards you.
I have always just forgiven and forgiven over and over again.
I have always just tried to make good with you and be friends.
You know it, I know it, but you'll probably say you don't.
Please don't act as if you're feeling a certain way towards the person when you're not.
It's DISGUSTING.
You just want attention.
You insecure, spoiled brat of a person.
I have never DISLIKED you, let alone HATE you.
But now, I have to say,
I am starting to, but am stopping myself right there.
Cause, if I let myself feel negatively towards you, that won't make me any better.
You can think what you want, but only I know the truth.
And all you'll be telling people are sorry lies that did not come from my mouth at all.
Please learn how to CLARIFY.
It'll help you TONS.
My dear God knows YOU NEED IT.
So, as usual, I will let it go, just like I have many times in the past.
I hope you grow up.
God Bless You. =)
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xoxo,
eLiiiiiii
"Is your dad a baker? Cause you've got hot buns~" xD